Forever

destruction...disgrace

That look I gave was one I meant,
You did not see the sigh to vent,
You think I didn't apperceive,
The lean, the arm, the laugh, the leave?

Sure, I have just what I desire,
But that was quick to catch on fire,
I'll still want you, and hate you too,
I guess that's life, this much is true.

How can I promise to move on,
With something that was never gone,
Or never happened? either way,
I'll have forgotten yesterday.

Bad Timing

Those forbidden words,
They are stuck in my mouth,
Disapointment, I'm sorry,
I just can't say them now.

See that smile playing on my lips?
It's half because of you,
My heart is hurting, swelling...
Confusion is an unwanted acquaintence.

Distance

Send me to a far off place,
With that warm breeze blowing,
And maybe i can see your face,
Right on your feet, get going,
Tell me what i just keep knowing,
let's minimiZe this space.

Anger

These damn hearts,
do nothing but hurt us,
Rip me, toss me,
into the sea, sinking...

I can't sleep anymore,
and I don't want to,
even my dreams seem,
like nightmares now...

May Mist

Winter comes to make it snow,
Flakes on my heart, they blow so slowly,
When you're standing at my door,
I feel the warmth again.

I may never want to see,
What this life has done to me,
Through your eyes I see my scars,
all made beautiful.

temptation

I hope you see
that I hate you, for me,
I can't stand to see you
and I can't even sit near you
don't try

I know you don't know,
why i hate you so,
or even that i do,

that song on the radio
is so sad to me
just the one, no others
i can't even listen

the best days I have seen,
were when you were gone
don't come back, please
thank god im leaving soon

work in progress- Confusion

There's something nagging at my brain,
and I really can't explain it.
Why do we always have to rush?
The train is falling off the track.

The words are stuck inside my mouth,
afraid the cotton won't come out,
Please explain to me,
So I can finally see.