temptation

I hope you see
that I hate you, for me,
I can't stand to see you
and I can't even sit near you
don't try

I know you don't know,
why i hate you so,
or even that i do,

that song on the radio
is so sad to me
just the one, no others
i can't even listen

the best days I have seen,
were when you were gone
don't come back, please
thank god im leaving soon

work in progress- Confusion

There's something nagging at my brain,
and I really can't explain it.
Why do we always have to rush?
The train is falling off the track.

The words are stuck inside my mouth,
afraid the cotton won't come out,
Please explain to me,
So I can finally see.

electricity

You,
You just don't know,
How you, how you electrify me.

One touch,
One touch is all I need,
To get me through,
Get me through this rough time...

(I'm not actually in a rough time, but it sounded good!)

meditation

How can there be so many songs about you?
How come I see your face in every cloud?
Then the light fades, seasons melting away,
But you are my day dream, my music in life.

I can't handle this

I can't handle this,
When I see you my heart stops beating,
I can't get you out of my head,
And I hope that we will meet again...
I can only hope that we meet again...

How Could You (Two for the price of One)

another girl:
now you're with another girl,
and no longer in my poems,
That last one wasn't about you at all,
so you just think about that.

I know you wont because you never knew,
and how much sorrow will that cause me,
you
the world
?

a lot
none
less
thats how much
how could you?

revelation:
have you seen,
that poetry does no longer need to rhyme,
but find its own little corner,
to hum itself to sleep

or to just rest for a while,
while others find the meaning in the words
the sounds
the rhythm
while others ignore the precious words
how could they?

Mamma Mia

You've seen me sweat
You've seen me cry
all right,
not that,
but close

You've seen my best
You've seen my worst
and in my most nervous state.

I worry,
when you actually just see me,
what will come to mind...

who is the strange creature,
who really is not what I have seen for so long?

But you have changed too,
but not like that.
You know, just on the outside
your insides are the same,

i think.